running down time

Hey wow this time thing has flew by. It seems like just yesterday I was so scared to be doing my interview to see if I would be approved to go on this trip to Tokyo. I was so scared cause I felt like I was going in to the room to be judged by 2 men. Yes our pastor & youth pastor at the time I was sweating so bad. Now , we have only one day left til we board the plane. Scared now yeah a little, wishing I could take my girls, oh yes. God has a reason they will be here and we will be there. I am so not scared of going , but more how afraid I will miss them so very much I will not be able to function. I have a verse that I just keep saying it and now holding on to Jesus is all I can do. Psalm 29:11 The LORD will give strength to His people; The LORD will bless His people with peace. The LORD is sending me on this trip and I need LOTS of strength. I need so much peace that I will be able to sleep at night. The past few nights I have not done that much at all. So many thoughts running around in my warped mind so much to do so many will be in the states that I am not taking care of. BREATHE All things are possible by Christ who strengthens me. I have been in control , right. I am Elizabeth and I can be in control. I know where my girls are and when we go somewhere I pack and I know I am in control. If I don't want to talk to someone on the phone I do not answer, Or I just hang up. I am a ok Christian. I go to church , I talk about God , my family prays , I give thanks daily I even pick kids up & take them to church . I am ok ,right. No I have been praying so hard over the past couple of days for the LORD to send me a devotion and I wanted it to touch someone maybe change their life. I did not mean to change me I was ok, right. I was in control of so much so I thought. God has shown me to let go & let HIM be in control cause HE was to begin with. The beginning & the end is The LORD God. I must turn around and give HIM my life to use for HIS glory. God sent me here with a loud voice and as soon as I said it had to be one way it always changed. GOD is in control. He has handled many many children before and I know HE will again. Praise HIS name I am not in control of anything!

Preparing 4 Tokyo

Today went shopping 4 David and getting ready to get some thing for the girls as they will be here in the states with my folks.Not much to say oh we ate Japanese food last night with our mission team. Laters